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My Heart Can Not Say Thanks Enough

My Heart is Heavy

Jay C. Bauwin

On Monday, I lost My Very Best Friend, My Business Partner, My Biggest Supporter, My Soul Mate, The Father of our Son, My Husband of 40 years and a Follower of Jesus Christ..  For those that knew Jay, know what I am talking about.  

He had the biggest heart of anyone I have ever known.  A smile that could only make you smile back.  He also put everyone before himself.  Was always willing to lend a hand, or a shoulder to lean on.  He was a bus driver and he loved "all of his kids".  And I know all the kids loved Mr. B.  

And even though I feel such an empty feeling right now, I know without a doubt I will see him again.

For the time being, I am going to take a step back from my blog, Stamp of the Month and YouTube Videos.  I don't know for how long.  I just need to rest in Jesus' arms for awhile and grieve.  I have the blessed assurance that Jesus will get me through this trial.  Even though I do not understand why Jay's life was cut so short right this minute, I know God needed him and I will see him again.

If you would like to know more about this amazing man, that I was so blessed to have in my life you can see his obituary here. 


Mary Lundin

I just watched one of your videos on YouTube and then hopped to your blog. I am so sorry for your loss. We don't know each other but I think God led me to your site so that I could pray for you. Through the difficult days ahead, may Jesus wrap you in his cradling arms. May you feel HIS peace and comfort.


Linda, You and your family are in my heart and my prayers. God has another angel and they are watching over you together.

Andrea D. La Vigne

So sorry to hear of your loss! Know that you are in my thoughts. ~ Andrea


I'm so very sorry. Please know I'm keeping you and your family in prayer.

Patricia Forward

Very sorry for your loss. I came today looking for inspiration and found this. My heart goes out to you and your family and my sincere condolences to you. My deepest sympathy also. Such a sad time, my prayers are with you in this difficult time.

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